Hais... It's been 1monthplus since i blog...
Fucking sad now....
ReallyReallyReallyReallyReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReallyReallyReally
ReallyReallyReallyReally
ReallyReallyReallyReally
ReallyReallyReallyReallyReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReallyReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReallyReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReallyReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReallyReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReallyReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReallyReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReallyReallyReally
ReallyReally
ReallyReallyReallyReallyReallyReallyReallyReallyReallyReallyReallyReally
Sad now....
How i fucking hope she's mine again....
How i reallyreallyreally hope....
I wonder how're you now...
How's your life....
Wht kind of _____ you've become....
I'm reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally
starting to go mad... crazy...
I really hope i can have th chance to start our relationship all over again....
HOW I FUCKING HOPE?!!!
I really don't want to give love another chance le...
I don't want ANYMORE STEADS!!!!
):
I have been hurt alot...
ALOT YOU KNOW?!
YOU SAID ALOT OF HURTFUL WORDS INFRONT OF ME...
MADE ME CRIED INFRONT OF YOU ALSO...
YOU KNW HOW I FEEL?
YOU SAID YOUR GAN KOR VERY SHUAI... GO JIO HIM LUH!
I FUCKING UGLY.
YOU FIND WRONG STEAD LE.
I'M NOT PERFECT ENOUGH FOR YOU.
I'M JUST A SMALL KID.
ISSIT?

Hais.... It's all over...
You know?
Are you happy???
After th breakup,
Everyday i never smile...
I just put up a fake smile and go out..
I did not laugh in schooolll.
I did not laugh at home...
I really fucking did not have a good time everyday...
Since 060210 11.51 untill now i did not forget you.. did not have a good time....
Since the day you left me without saying ''good-bye'', i felt like the scenery and scent of this town have changed.....
The promises i made with you because i wanted to be everything you desire....
But it turn into a memory without carrying out....
If i was given a chance, I wanted to say, ''I love you so much, '' again...
My feeling for you and overflowing words will not reach you now...
I wonder where you are, who you are with, what kind of clothes you're wearing, and what makes you smile...
I'm here and still here now, believing that two of us can meet again...
I'm thinking about you, and it won't change....
I'm think only about you...
When i saw someone with the same kind of ponytail like you from behide, Repeatedly i made a mistakes that they were you before they turn around....
Everytime i recieve a phone call, i was expecting your name on my phone...
''I can't forget'' was a lie, the truth is i just don't want to forget...
If bluffing is the real me, then i don't want myself like this anymore...
I don't feeling happy without you again...
No matter how hard i tried, Tears are dropping down, and it won't stop soon....
I can no longer embrace this heart-rending feeling anymore...
But that's all i left to do...
The bright time when you were still around, that time will never come back again, but no matter what happen, no matter what i lose, I never want to foget the memory that i loved you...
No matter where you're, whom you're with, what kind of dreams you're having, or what are you doing or smiling...
I've been here always, and i am still here now...
Believing that i can see you someday....
I am thinking about you, and it won't change.....

Blogged @ 7:49 PM